still trying and keep on trying

aku dah tak tahu nk buat apa skrg ni. hati aku buntu. hmm disebabkan byk masalah menimpa aku so i made a decision utk berhenti. tp sampai skrg aku terfikir aku nk buat apa kalau aku berhenti kerja. kalau dulu ada ayen so hidup aku tk pernah rasa bosan. hmmm i'm really miss him but he seems don't bother me anymore. i crying like a crazy woman but him? he happy enjoy with his life. even i already know about perempuan tuu, i still fight for him. i still fight to get him back and i'll make sure tht i will get it soon. at tht time no one can take him anymore. and this is my promise and i'll prove it. tp kalau aku dh mencuba sehabis baik then tetap tk dpt jugak it means itu ketentuan Allah. at least aku mencuba. sebenarnyaa aku letih menangis tp dlm rasa letih tuu aku still set dlm mind utk dptkan dia jugakk. ya Allah kalau aku telah mencuba sehabis baik tp masih tdk dpt aku percaya akan ketentuan mu ya Allah. aminn :')